Dear blog,
I don't know why I am feeling like suicide although I felt useful in Life. But I still felt this emptiness in me. I really don't know what to do. All, I wanted to happen is to relieve of the problem or maybe solve up the problem. I really somehow felt I am so glad if I really left the world? Although somehow, I promised my twin I would never ever think about it or do anything related to it. That is why I never do it or think about it.
The pain of emptiness is kinda unbarable. Although its fading slowly by slowly by the help of my twin. Somehow, I really felt very worried of my twin that she will disappear or something had happen to her. I really don't know what to do. I really worried. I think I never told her how worried I am I think. Well, its okay to worry after.
Somehow, I really scared of loosing her. I am really scared. Somehow, after all this scare, I m turning into and introvert. Slowly by slowly. But I wont let it happen as I promised. Nothing is changing from the both of us.
NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO CHANGE!! But. I might not live till the end of the day.
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