is >

Wednesday, third day of lecture, feeling very exhausted after walking back and fourth to the lecture hall. Again , the only female in the class and the only 5Z1 batch. Feeling alienated and awkward. Maybe people might think i am snobbish, i am not.
Maybe an introvert and a weirdo....outcast me all you want, love me or hate me, i am who i am.

There will also be a prom by this month, the theme is masquerade, those mask looks really nice. To think about it again, STUDY first! Will be wasting money and time , since this will turn out to be" popular pretty girls and boys competition". A toad like me wouldn't fit in that category haha..

My seniors my have an advantage of basic knowledge and their own network of friends, i am not going to just give up, just because they know more stuff then me, I will catch up! Will be pouring more effort on my maths and IS. Hopefully by the end of this sem i can at least score an A.

Study study study study is all i can say...there will be no entertainment.

back in penang , they seem so fun with their activities like cosplay and photo shoot. Felt abit left down and disconnected from them.. aih... but this is what i choose, so deal with it. Three years will just pass by in a blink of an eye.