Thoughts of a disturbed mind..

When i was not here,
he said he nearly fell for her because of her kindness,
how she resembles how i look like,
the way she talk, the way she acts, physical structure.
Everything is just about simmilar to me.

Here i am now, in this place,
Accompany you, trying to fill in the emptyness..

You put a smile on my face
The only reason i remain here was you,
You are the only one that i share everything with..
You are different from before,
I can still accept you for who you are,
You are my best friend,
A part of me, which i don't want to loose.

Soon,she become my friend,
She was nice to me,
Treating me like nothing is wrong,
I thought she was okay,
I like her too..
But...
She is holidng back her feelings,
She likes you..more and more everyday,
Yesterday, she confessed to you,
You told me you rejected,
Only accepting her as a friend,
You will still meet her everyday,
But is it possible for you to fall for her again like once you did?

You made me think,
If i don't exist or didn't meet you at the first place,
Maybe you might have ended up with her..

I am all mixed up,
I told myself, it was okay,maybe i was jelous,
I will trust you with all my heart.
Why i can't take it easy?
I can't sleep ,
Why do i feel all sour and hurt,
Was i not good enough?
Did i went wrong somewhere,
Why is she still attempting to take you away from me?
Why is my intuation telling me to becarefull of her?
There is nothing wrong with her,
I shouldn't hate her,
She is still my friend,

What is wrong with me..
I feel so heavy at heart,
I can't focus at class,
Time seem to be stagnant since yesterday,

Please Get out from my head....
I don't want to think about it anymore,
Go away..